Timing is everything

hello :)
i am NORMAL again! school is going well. i have been so disgustingly busy i only eat once a day! (gooooood thing) school is so much fun and challenging at the same time i didn't think it was possible! im making great friends that i feel will be with me for a long time. my patients have all taught me something along the way, and im only in the first semester.
side effect of school: Acne, my hair is thinning, losing weight( :) ), lack of sleep, lots of coffee consumption, callused finger from writing, and not being able to look at someone without assessing. But i love it. i love helping people and learning and making mistakes that ill never make again.

missy is still at school! yay! Her roomie was bothering her but now missy has adapted and learned to like rap music, hehe. she is making friends and they are planning on getting an apartment on campus next year which i think is great! im so happy she has come into her own and is now enjoying school. we dont hear from her all that much, so that must mean she is ok. If we did hear from her she would be complaining so ! yay!

So recently i was asked to go on a bagel date with a boy i used to talk to from about 2 years ago. out of the blue he commented on one of my statuses on facebook and from there it went. he texted me and the next day we went for breakfast food at 3 in the afternoon (french toast, the way to my heart). so that went off well, we were there for three hours and didnt even realize it. i couldnt even tell you what we talked about but there was not one minute of awkward silence or even a pause in speaking. it was a perfect breakfast date. so with my mouth full of a heaping amount of french toast he told me he was moving to california for a job (cars screeching to a hault was what i could hear). i just sat there and shook my head, was supportive and thought "you asshole!!!!". so from that day we spent pretty much everyday together or doing something or talking for a week until he left. we went to a halloween party together, he came to my house for trick or treating, i went out with him and his friends, met his mom and sister, helped him pack the night before he left. and as i was leaving he said "up until a week ago i had no doubt in moving to california, but now i do". "ASSHOLE!!!!" i was thinking again.
the story is its never been the right time for he and i. when we met i had just broken up with someone and he was nearing the end of a bad relationship, and he had just come home from school, and bad things with his parents. we were just not in good moods. ha. so when he finally got out of his funk he texted me one day and asked me out on a date and my reply..."i'm sorry. I live in philadelphia now." i later found out that he regretted everyday of his funk and he was so nervous to talk to me and wished he asked me out 2 years ago.
SOOOOO, we talk everyday and he is enjoying cali. if money permits, ill visit him on my christmas break because he will not be coming home. at all. so, we arent dating because that would be impossible. we are just keeping in touch. and when he gets rich and famous he'll fly me out there every weekend haha.
thats all ill say about that.

Danny will be home in december for 17 days then will be deployed in jan/feb sometime. we have plans to get more tattoos and go drinking and visiting family and such. we are having a hugeeee party for him the day after christmas as a "going away" party, but there will be an even BIGGER one for when he returns safely home. which he will. he will. he will. hopefully the new mexico crew can attend somewhere along the way. i'll use my financial aid check money to fly whoever needs money out here! I AM SERIOUS! I hope they can make it. i hope. i hope.

im going to search for some tattoo ideas! ill update soon <3
ktp.